How I look matters to me
Watching America’s Next Top Model and lots of fashion channels, especially Spice TV, has become my new favorite pass time activity. This is interesting, at least to me, because I was that girl who could never be caught watching any type of reality show, talk less of modeling, “intelligent girls didn’t care about these things”. These days, to be quite honest, I am obsessed with watching and learning about the fashion and beauty industry because whether I like it or not I partake in the fashion and beauty industry and so I want to know more about it. I always felt like how I looked didn’t matter. I always felt like what was inside me and what I had to offer was more important than how I looked on any given day. The complicating factor was the fact that I loved makeup. When I was in a safe environment, like in the room I shared with my little sister, I would experiment with different eyeshadow shades, light or dark, bold or subtle. I enjoyed wearing all of them but I always tone...